in my head it's like
all of the very best things
about having kids (ain't they
grand?) with far less burden of
responsibility. the joy of
having health and time
left for another chapter
in life's journey to spend
with the people we love.
in its way, it's somewhat like
being young again, immersed in

among the sheer delights
of having a big family are the
many occasions for getting
together, always someone rounding
the corner, turning the page
on that next phase of their lives.

in the field,
where nothing exists
but cows and grass
and empty sky.
after the rain

we've been so
fortunate,
you and i,
to have found
each other,
that we get
to do this
crazy life
together.
i love to look
back at all our
adventures,
remember those

being away from you
makes me homesick.
home is where
your mom is, and
it’s the little things
i miss. like when we

i love a good bon-fire
on a crisp autumn evening, waking
up with the scent of woodsmoke
in my hair. so satisfy-ing to
burn things that you need
to let go of, their absence
a healing balm, creating warmth,
leaving a glow where your
problem used to be.
we lived in santa fe, sparkling
city of diamonds viewed from
above as you crest that final
hill. ev'ry fall they burn an
effigy of old man gloom, zozobra,

there once was a shark
whose name was parsifal and he
never understood why it was so hard
to make friends with the other creatures of the sea.
then a wise old fish who was
very very brave had compassion
on him and said: they are afraid of you.
perhaps if they got to know you

i loved fairies as a little girl
and still do. made myself a pair
of wings before you could
buy them at the store.
i loved unicorns and still do.
my favorite movie of all time and
maybe the first one i saw was called
the last unicorn. it's a magical story.
she goes looking for the others and
gets turned into a young woman by
mistake. given the choice in the end
to stay human or regain her true form,

instead of a poem about impending
CrisesOfAdulthood, let's write one
about hope for the future. as a young
artist, someone once told me words
that i'll never forget, something to
the effect that: fear is a sign that
you're on the right track. if something
causes you creative discomfort, it means
you're about to do a thing through
which you will grow. if you're not the
least bit scared, it's likely because
you have been there before and are treading
the same ground without really going
anywhere. another who said: if i have an

some people think of
them as weeds, but
i propose to make them
HonoraryFlowers,
officially, in my world
at least. their manes
are such a delightful
shade of gold before
the turn, and then

i think of the paths
i could have taken,
the luckiness of getting
another chance at life.
not that the previous
one was bad, only one that
i'd outgrown. change
can be so exciting when
you overcome the fear

it seems early for
the world to feel this way.
snowdrops without snow.
daffodils already
well and truly broken through
the soil. the world is on
the verge, a liminal moment
suspended at nietzsche's
noontide. you'll find me on
the riverbank, still too cold
to dip my toes in the water but

we love scared 'cause how
else would you know how to
love others well? think of
how long it took us to unlearn
the lies and find out
how to love our own selves
on this journey we’re all on.
now we nurture, encourage
the good, gently pause at the
places where we still need work.
with patience and grace
recognizing the truth
we're all growing as we go
down this road, though we

i never knew i'd be so
lucky in love, having found
my person out of all those
on the earth. but to find
a family too. acceptance.
a place to belong. knowing
i'll always have someplace
to go. you are my home,

i think if we truly understood
how thoroughly, completely,
unconditionally we're loved
by God it would change the
whole world. even if we learned
nothing from the life of
Jesus of nazareth other than
to love others as ourselves
it would be enough.

i never was too
good with words. i get
tongue tied when i 'm
nervous. my clever
come backs come too late.
but flowers speak
a language
all their own i’ve
somehow become
fluent in over time.

this one almost
made me cry, writing it.
my first thought was on
how they’re used at both
funerals and to tell those
we love that we love them,
sometimes, though not always,
romantically.
as i was writing it, i
thought of an art exhibition
in which the last words of
inmates on death row about to be
executed were used.

flowers are one of those
singular things in which
we find both joy
as we celebrate and
comfort as we mourn.
i have boxes of dried ones
at home, from lovers, from
funerals, and upon
opening one the other
day i could not remember

the piece started with an idea
about who we were or might have been
or could (still) be. come as one of those
and meet me at the tree.
existential conversations, many
worlds theory and our alternate
selves. possibilities, of slipping
stream, of re arranging the pieces of
what makes us *us, as in: who we are.
at the time, i was newly ill,
decided to try the life i might
have had if i had taken
another path.

lucky charms was my favorite
cereal by far as a kid. i did love the
crunchy marsh mallows, but
more so the thought there were
MagicalThings in this world.
when i was a child, there were five
(purple horseshoes hadn’t
been invented yet). green clover, to me,
seemed the best of the bunch,
and besides, we knew just
where we'd go to hunt for them.
inspired by our balanced