on finding my way again

losing you has been
a struggle and a blessed
experience. it's left a
hole in my life but your
passing brought healing in
its wings, in many ways a
final gift for our family.
you may have been misunderstood
in life at times but we look
forward to the day when we will
know as we are known, our
hearts wide open to receive
the love and grace we sometimes
struggled to believe while
here on earth. and those last